K-K-COLD!!

omg today was lyk sooo freezing!! i mean i littrally thought my frikin legs were gonna fall off!!
anywayz school was much happier today which was great considering the depressing weather and all^^

english- funny coz Kirsty, Kelly, Liz and both Sarah's were lyk having this huge debate with the teacher and Ms C was lyk an angry dragon at the end of it hehe


Chem- got my test results back... 31% meh good considering i guessed most of the questions ^^

CnE- BORING, icy towers was fun tho

Intro Calc- did ok coz Ivy was helping me, so cool coz there's like a major language barrior between us but still she manages to teach me intro calc :) oh yeah then shar-MiNgA decided to drop in at the end of the lesson hmmm....

Physics- OMG I HATE MR X he gave us a frikin suprise test i am SOOO SURE that i ACED it NOT! -.-

LUNCH WAS COLD!! oh yeah n angie iz crazy coz she ate ice-cream on a vewwy cold day! OOOO i saw shar's baby!!! i want!!!!! i want one mummy!!!! apparently my mum's gonna get me one i should be happy but i feel so guilty coz it's very expensive and considering that my mummy's a single parent she has 2 work hard to be able to give me what i want...omg i LOVE her so much :) me so lucky...i shall build her a mansion when i'm a rich and famous dermatologist!!!!

I WANT IT NOW!

mg sharmaine has the cutest fone in the world so i'm going to dedicate this blog to her newest hiptop slide baby ^^

ok so her new baby is extremely adorable as i already mentioned before and it's extremely kool lolness..anywayz i am inlove for the first time!! her fone has many features which my fone CAN't do including msn, yahoo, UNLIMITED sms, myspacing, internal memory and a 2GB external memory and other stuff...besides the point apparently everyone in da us and europe has it to so i want it 2!! thanx alot sharmaine koh now i must have ur cute baby 2!! ok so if say my mother does not get me one in the next couple of weeks i will either chuck a BF or i will sneak into shar's house and kidnap her sidekick! hehehe anywayz enough on that..

SMELLY

Just finished work, and i tottaly smell BAD.. i smell lyk lard mixed wid chicken, mixed wid eek i dunno wat..HAHA yeah i want the whole world to noe that i smell so bad that if you come at least one feet away from me you'll faint or maybe DIE...

hmm me so so so tiered, OMG SO JELOUSE OS SHARMAINE!! she got her new sidekick phone and i WANT it 2!! if someone don't give it to me now i'll bash YOU!! poo! i also want a camera and a laptop and steven lol and alot of other things!!!!! bleh i'm such an ungreatful child!! i mean think of the children in Africa hehehe

WEEKEND

thank the lord it's the weekend!! hehe :)

finally a time off from everyone...not to say that i hate being with my fwends but i think we all need to take a break from one another once in a while..

hmm got work this morning, bloody 9 hours shift!! oh wells i need the money if i wanna buy meself a new camera and laptop^^

aww miss my KFC pplz heheh..yeah that's right i work at KFC..hmmm i really miss packing chicken and going all psycho? hehe yeah i am pretty weird!! but it's a bum that my 2 fav KFC buddies aren't workin 2day :( soo yeah i'm going to have apretty boringgg day without mandy and jaco..

watching american dragon right now..so bored..waiting for the time to pass...lalalalala
hmm oh wellz i better go eat my breakfast before it gets cold :S

THE GREAT DEPRESSION

My week has started of bad to worst now..seriously this past week has been so emotional and extremely DEPRESSING for me and every1 i love or loved..

I've never been this sad or down in my life before and i seriously do not like it at all! hmm how i wished everything could go back to the way it was, but i know deep deep down inside, no matter how hard i wish or pray it will never be the same again and that really rips my heart!

I thought i knew my friends from back to front and inside out, i thought that i could trust my friends with my life, but all to soon i found out that i am so damn WRONG!

Since i was little my mum always said "No matter how well you know a person, the only person you can really trust is yourself and of course God", but i never believed her because i never really knew how mean a person could get until now.. right now i can't trust anyone anymore, to many lying and backstabing..

this week has really drained me so much, everynight i keep thinking about past memories and it saddens me so much...but maybe someday we can all forgive and forget...someday..

My head is hurting soo much right now from all this that i'm probebly going to explode soon...but really i want this to end so i just wanted to say one last thing even if it does make me sound like a hypocrite!

I LOVE EVERYONE OF MY FRIENDS NO MATTER HOW HORRIBLE THEY ARE TO ME, SINCE I'VE NEVER HAD BROTHERS OR SISTERS BEFORE I FEEL THAT YOU GUYZ ARE THAT, EVEN THOUGH SOME OF YOU HAVE HURT ME SO BAD I COULD NEVER BE ANGRY AT YOU FOREVER!! SO PLEASE NO MORE OF THIS, I'M TIERED JUST FORGIVE ONE ANOTHER, I MEAN THERE'S ALWAYS 2 SIDES OF THE STORY AND I SAY THAT BOTH PARTIES ARE WRONG IN SOME WAY...it's true what some of you say that christians don't lie, or backstab, or swear but as a christian we should forgive each other just like jesus died on the cross for us...

some of you may say i'm weak for doing this, but i GIVE UP! i truely GIVE UP

2 FACE ALL THE WAY

HOW DARE YOU TALK ABOUT ME OR MY FRIENDS LIKE THAT!!
HOW DARE YOU TRY TO TWIST THE TRUTH, TO MAKE EVERYONE SYMPATHISE YOU!
HOW DARE YOU TALK ABOUT ME BEHIND MY BACK!!
HOW DARE YOU TREAT PEOPLE LIKE SLAVES!!

You think you're always right about anything and EVERYTHING, you think that everything has to go your way or no way at all!!

Have you ever thought about anyone else besides yourself these few months or EVER??
always getting yourself into other pepoles buisinesses and always lecturing us on what is right and what is wrong, while deep inside you're a doing the same thing!!

I can't believe i ever trusted you! i mean what happened? you were soo nice in the beggining, always knew how to make me feel better! made me laugh, boost up my confidence, but all along you were that person who was beating me down who was making me cry on the inside who was shattering my confidence! how could you?

You said once that "if you were really my friend, you would exept me for who i am!" well if "who" you are is a BACKSTABING, TWO-FACED, LYING BITCH, i'm sorry but i guesse i can never be your "friend" if i ever was your friend..

DAMN! still can't believe that i thought u were nice, now i've really seen you're true colours and they are DEFFINITLY aint pretty colours!! wish i never ever had seen ur true-side! SWEET ON THE OUTSIDE BITTER ON THE OUTSIDE

BTW u always say you're to sick to go to school and shyt, missing out on almost every week of school! what is this!?! do you not appreciate your parents for giving you the chance to get a good education? have you ever thought about the children who are living in the 3rd world countries who would give anything 2 go to school!?! might as well drop out of school and give the bloody money to them, at least they'll appriciate it!! and don't you try to make excuses about ur "illness", i mean if you really cared about ur education you wouldn't skip the days you''ve missed school, and besides if it's the holidays it seems you can always make it!!

but the thing that breaks my heart is that no there is no more JE SAH SEC MAK..
no more fun, no more happy memories, no more laughing till my tummy hurts!!
how i sumtyms regret having my b'day...

thanx, thanx for everything you've done ...

ADDICTED 2 everything?

LOL random blog title..anywayz..

Tomorow's Eunike's B'day party..o0o0o hope i can GO!!! coz thanx to a certain someone (MITCHELL) they kept calling me after i specificly told them not to, so now my mummy got pissy at me and threatened that i can't go to her b'day :( hmmpphh T_T

today had intro calc test which was alright i guess..omg so dreding thursday coz we get our term report back and i'm so positive i'm getting lyk F's and D's for every subject i have besides Career's and Enterprise which is SHYT!!

Felling depressed and HAPPY? weired..prob coz i keep repeating the song "Rainbow" which i think has a pretty sad melody :(

so yeah right now i am ADDICTED to everything hmmm ^^

OMG i just remembered all the geography pplz are going on an excursion tommorw? i think, NOOOOOOO than means more than half of our azn group r going 2 disappear and have an extremely great tym? omg LONER again T_T oh wellz...

ADDICTED 2 RAINBOW

So some1 or sumthing made me addicted to this song..anywayz i found an english translation 2 dis song...so0o0 i'm vewy vewy HAPPY^^


Na li you cai hong gao su wo
Tell me where the rainbow is


Neng bu neng ba wo de yuan wang huan gei wo
Could you still give me back my wish


Wei shen me tian zhe me an jing
Why is the sky so silent?


Suo you de yun dou pao dao wo zhe li
All of the clouds are running to me


You mei you kou zhao yi ge gei wo
Is there a mask for me?


Shi huai shuo le tai duo jiu cheng zhen bu liao
Recalling too much of the past words can accomplish nothing


Ye xu shi jian shi yi zhong jie yao
Perhaps time is a kind of antidote


Ye shi wo xian zai zheng fu xia de du yao
And also the first poison I'm taking now


Kan bu jian ni de xiao wo zen me shui de zhao
I could not see your smile, how can I sleep well


Ni de shen ying zhe me jing wo que bao bu dao
Your silhouette is so close to me, yet I cannot embrace it


Mei you di qiu tai yang hai shi hui rao
Without earth, the sun can still circle around


Mei you li you wo ye neng zi ji zou
Without reasons, I also can walk alone


Ni yao li kai wo zhi dao hen jian dan
You want to go away, I know that is very easy


Ni shuo yi lai shi wo men de zu ai
You said dependence is our obstacle


Jiu suan fang kai dan neng bu neng bie mo shou wo de ai
Even if we break up, but couldn't you not receive my love


Dang zuo wo zui hou cai ming bai
Assuming I'm the last to understand

RIP Mr. Z

omg yesterday i heard the most shocking and depressing news this year!!
my year 7 teacher Mr Z died :(
omg when i heard it i was so0o0o SAD it was lyk WOAH!!!
he was an incredible teacher and i'm sure he was a great father + husband!!
he was fun and knew how to make people laugh!!

i'm going to dedicate this post for him!!

Dear Mr Z,
i hope you can read this all the way up in heaven because i just wanted to tell you how great of a guy you are!
a wonderful and dedicated teacher but not only that you were an awsome friend and GREAT listner.
i may have not known you for that long but for the years i've known you, you have been an awsome teacher!!
everyone from orana catholic primary school will MISS YOU VERY MUCH and we hope that you are in a better place :)

we'll MISS YOU greatly!!

Rest In Peace Mr. Z :( <3

No CHANGE for me :(

ARGHHH so pissed right now!!!
i really wanted to change my subjects from Human Bio to Bio and from CnE to Econs
BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT mrs BIG BUTT said i shouldn't coz blah blah..pointless reasons..

so now i'm stuck with my sad, lonely and depressing subjects :(

IT"S RAINING

omg kinda gayish but so HAWWWWWTTTT!!!

Fun Day with JE SAH SEC MaK

Saturday went out with JE SAH SEC MaK (excluding Angie)
In the morning shar, sam and kris went to mitchell's house for self studying..
i met up with them at around oneish at garbo then we took the bus to the city
When we arrived we met up with Vanessa and then Shar took us to the library to see her boy toy hehe..
while shar and her MAN went off to go take lovey dovey neoprints the rest decided to stay in the library cafateria

after we all went to icey ice..talked a while then timezone to take neoprints^^





and mitch and vanessa started to tell yo mama jokes which was EXTREMELY funaay i almost suffocated AGAIN!!!

After city we all went to Mitch house where we all went crazy and as shar says "HOUSING" (clubing but in a house^^)

toilet momments


pretayy


HOUSING wo0o0


YEA the rumours were right...i am PREGNANT ROFL^^

HELP ME

ARGHHHHHHHHHH tomorrow i have a frikin human bio and physics test!!

SOS!!

omg i think i'm going to die tomorrow, i mean human bio is ok just memorising things but PHYSICS!! I really think that physics means DEATH..hmmphh last test i got 18% this test i'm sure i'm going to get lyk 0%

oh wells tomorrow i shall go study with chan and absorb his knowledge (Quote from Mitchell)...so sleepy but must keep on STUDYING...*YAWNS*

Physics=DEATH

Todays started of ok besides the fact i had to wake up 6am in the morning to do my chemistry homework wich wasn't even due today!! T_T

school was normal just the usual things...but when it came to physics though it felt like i was in HELL..it was extremly HARD and i frikin got 18% for my bloddy test!!! and not just that, when MR.C was trying to explain the answers to us he tottaly stuffed it up making it even more CONFUSING -.- omg i so0o0o wish i didn't have to do PHYSICS T_T so advice to anyone who are planning to do physics...JUST DON'T DO IT, UNLESS YOU KNOW YOU'LL GET A FRIKIN AWSOME TEACHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lunch..burned a few calories because of mitchell and elain inpersonating salt..or was it pepper..

After school me, Liz, Melissa and Ivy were waiting for the bus when andrew an jian popped up..
so0o0o we asians + Liz took da bus together and andrew and melissa were trying to teach me mandarin, i really suck but they both offered to teach me at 50 bucks per hour..hmmm
so all of them started to speak in manderin but silly me didn't know how to so i just sat there with Liz spacing out...

hmm i have work soon..YAY i get 2 see Natalia and Cairo my 2 psycho byatches :)

HIGHLIGHTS of this MONTH

YAY so this is my 1st time ever blogging woah so fun yeah?
ehe some pplz may think i'm a women of few words but in acctual fact i have so MANY things to say aye!!

So anywayz i shall thank Sharmaine n Mitchell for making me want 2 have a blog...
and BTW yeah i noe..."sharmaine ALWAYS start new trends...example BLOGGING " hehe

Anywayz..i would have to say 2008 has been a pretty awsome year so far, i mean i've met new friends, met new pepoles, did new things and i'm so greatful for my new favourtist group in the whole wide world!!

Since i started my blog late i shall name all the highlights of my reasonably interesting life..

First couple of weeks of school was pretty much ordinary besides the fact that i'm in year 11 now and that i get a gigantic amount of homework everyday but besides that it was pretty much the same as last year...but then somthing happened!!

Soo my b'day was lyk in January right.. but i wanted 2 have a b'day party even tho it was lyk 2wards the end of feb so i insisted my frends that i must have a b'day party..anywho i invited you know my lil group of girly girls^^ plus mitch lol expecting my party would be fun but ordinary...but i was gonna be wrong aye! a couple of days before my party Angi and Sam decided to go and invite Kenneth, Jian and Andrew to, i was like omg no0o0 they don't even know me!! but still they asked them, they even begged them!! hmm LONG story short they came in the end..

Saturday came and i was so damn exited about going karaoke n bubble tea, i still had doubts on who was coming 2 my b'day, but 2 my suprise most of them came exept for mellisa :( hehe everything started off awkward n dull but then jian revealed something that would change everything..ALCOHOL hahaha -.- anywayz Me+Alcohol=CRAZY, HYPER, PSYCHO B*TCH..Sharmain+Alcohol=HYPER, CRAZY, SILLY GIRL...Jian+Alcohol=SINGING MACHINE, SEX MACHINE? lol and PASSING OUT? well lets just say dat the drink liven up the partayyy..
ANYWAYS..kenny met his murdoch frends n decided 2 crash in and sum of his guyz hooked up wid sum of my gurlss and so yeah it was a pretty crazy night but it was heaps FUN!!!

After the party me, shar, mitch, elain, hana, eunike, vanessa, andrew, kenny, jasmine, chen and sam hanged outside Utopia and started 2 take silli photos when a clever gurl said "OMG we should so do this like every MONTH!" (tnx shar)

so from that day on my life has been extremely FUN, HAPPY n exiting..^^

After that sam was like "we should make a group name" and so she did, SOO our group name is

Jian
Elain

Sam
Andrew
Hana

Shar
Eunke
Claudia

Mitchell
Angie
Kenneth

Last saturday JE SAH SEC MAK decided 2 go UTOPIA again but onli J SA C MAK went to da city and the rest met up at UTOPIA...took the bus there and i met up wid Natalia n her cuz and then da guyz decided to go to POT BLACK..Jian, Kenny, Andrew, Sam and Angie decided to play pool but me and Mitch just watched, after we went to timezone where sam and angie battled on air hockey again and then battled on the BBall thingy..funnay..

When we decided we had enough of the city we took the train 2 bullcreek stn where i started getting cramps!! i felt like i was dying, but luckily sam and angie was there to be my pillow to squeeze HAHA but mitch was another story..he made me almost sufforcate of laughter!! ANYWAYZ blah blah blah and we got stranded in garbo because a certain someone (SAMMANTHA!!!) made us go on the wrong bus, so we had to take a taxi to UTOPIA

when we got there, there were some tears because i invited someone to come and since i was late they left and so i became a wreck ball soo he decided that he would come back after all YAY lol..
KARAOKEING somemore then met peoples i haven't met for AGES!!! LYDIA, STEPHANIE, REINHEART, MARCEL!!! woah so happy man!! indo frends^^ then i met new and familiar faces too which was so frikin AWSOME!!!

After that we hanged out in the park again and started 2 lyk have a sub group where we went off with one or two pepoles for private time...

anywayz so many other things that happened but there's already to many things that i've written so0o0oo i'll just stop right there!!

hmm hope i shall do more CRAZY but FUN things wid the peoples who i LOVE!! I luv JE SAH SEC MAK <3

well i'm off to bed have school tomorrow..OMG!!! CHEMISTRY HW DUE TOMORROW!! SHYT!!!